I saw below comment while watching one of the videos on You Tube, (Khamma, Kapu, Reddy, Raju etc are the castes in Andhra Pradesh, India) and it got me thinking, so down below is what I have to say in reply to the comment.

COMMENT
LogicEmotionTruth (1 week ago)
0
Marked as spam
Reply | Spam

Only when caste-system ends in India,
Only when there is one religion and one God,
Only when the people unite and have one language…
Only when politicians end and one single able and just ruler come….
Till then There is no salvation for our country.
Else we will be fighting forever whatever be our education,
as…Khamma,Kapu,Reddy,Raju,etc–FOREVER…Even God will not side us….

REPLY
@LogicEmotionTruth Thank god, at least there are people like you, with logic and reason still among us. I appreciate your thinking “LogicEmotionTruth”, and I can understand where your words have come from.. I can understand that they have come from your deep concern for our society today and your desperate want to put an end to most of the rubbish differences between us today, and may be to visualize an idealistic society. I cannot agree more with you on the caste-system in India, it is a great abomination for any society. Although I have more to add and to differ on other aspects of your comment..

You see any idealistic society such as the one above you want for us, will not remain stable for longtime, because the inherent psyche of human beings is to upset the current nature of the things, i.e we cannot just be peaceful forever, incidentally after a period of time, the anomalies will arise in different people and would again result in chaos. And I believe Chaos or a slight Balance in between Chaos is the only true form of existence that we human beings are capable of. Also, any society that is truly content, and happy in all of its needs would rapidly degenerate and disintegrate and would die off soon, because a Content Society will not have any more necessity or drive to think beyond and develop/improve. So, real Salvation for human race i think would only result or would only occur when our species ends.

There is one more point that I greatly differ with you, that is about GOD. When you say, ” Only when there is one religion and one God “, which religion you want everyone to follow ? and which God you want to be The God of all ? If you say Hindu or Ram, then other religion people wont quite agree with you. Same thing if you say Christian/Muslim or Jesus/Allah, other religions or Hindu’s wont agree with you. So, you see your statement can never be true. As a solution for that, I would like to think of a State/System where religion and God are reduced to minuscule importance and have become more of a private affair than a public affair. Let me elaborate on this.

I did consider the other option of a System having no religion and no God (which Personally is my favorite and my first choice for our future generations), but that may not do much good, since the fear instilled by the god figure in the minds of those who are willing to hurt others for their own good or Fear of god to do the right thing in humans, Combined with the Sense of Contentment in life that Religion would provide, weighs far more greater than the Temporary peace established in a System/State where there is no God/ no Religion. And there is a chance that, Peace in Such a State may not last long, and would again result in religions fighting with each other for world domination or there is a larger chance of One religion actually acquiring dominance on the world this time, due to the absence of other religions in such a System.

So, rather than having no God/ no Religion, we should exactly have the Opposite!! I.e Have Numerous gods and Numerous religions, So many of them so that, no one even knows the actual count of them at once. I.e Have each person or family or group of persons one god or one religion, which is different from other person or families. This will take away the chance of any one or two major religions trying to fight for world domination (which is now happening between Christianity and Muslim). When each one of us have a different Religion, then no two can fight upon claiming that their religion is Greater or Their God is true means for Salvation. If two persons try to fight upon their religions/gods, then a third person with totally different religion/god would come up and argue with the other two, and the fourth one with totally different religion/god from other three will support his own beliefs, and so on everyone will differ from other which would reduce competition between the first two persons. In such a scenario, your god will be as much powerful as my god, and our gods will be as much powerful as our neighbors god, and when there are literally so many religions and gods that no body can even count of, then there wouldn’t be any competition between people about their religions. You see what I am trying to say is, Rather than trying to Erase the Effects of the Problem, we should try to Erase the Source of the Competition or the Problem itself. I am trying to visualize a society where the competition between gods/religions is diluted as much as it can be, such that no body would even find a purpose to argue any more about their God/religion. In such a Society/System, each individual has temple/church/masjid/or whatever he wants, built in his own home and will worship god in his home itself rather than going out, which would then make the God/Religion a Private Affair rather than a Public Affair. For example, if there are only 2 beverages, i.e COKE and PEPSI in the market, then they would always have major competition between them. But if there are hundreds and thousands of beverages as similar to COKE and PEPSI in quality and taste, then the competition between COKE and PEPSI itself, would reduce and die off soon. So, the solution is to Dilute the competition between Religions by inventing more Religions and more Gods, with the Vision of Making God/Religion Obsolete one day. Sounds Pretty Stupid, ye!:)
I believe that this is the only possible and imaginable solution for the problem not just India, but the entire world is facing right now.

May be others (like “LogicEmotionTruth” & people who are rational & tolerant towards other beings without having to Pray to God to bestow that power of thinking upon them!), have thought about the above choice already, or they may have considered the above option, but have discarded it thinking of the other imminent problems such a Society with N number of Gods and N number of Religions would Cause. If so, please post it in the comments, I would very much like to hear them. Thanks.

What’s so happy about a New year anyway ? Each one of us have our reasons , and I have one too. Read ahead.

These Years that have passed, these years that we have lived, the last decade, and all those before it.. They are Unique, they are unexplainably Special.
I don’t have to tell, what is special about 20th century, It’s the most happening century in the history of Man kind.
Although no Prophets, no Saints were born in this century, we had lot of other things that changed the course of this planet forever.
2 World wars, so many revolutions, Transistors, semi conductors, Computers, and in the end the Mobiles.. those are the popular things.
And what about the others, ISS space station, Hadron collider, small steps taken toward understanding the intricacies of this Universe.
But, then we have just started A long way to go. Yet, we all can say this to our future generations, that Yes, we were there!!
It was our time, in which all these things came into reality. We witnessed the Passing of a Millennium. What more we can ask for.
What more we can be happy about.

All the same, I have one more reason to be happy about Oh yes, 3 cheers to Motion Picture.
I mean, I would have enjoyed the personal dances in my private palace, if I would have born in the time of King’s rule
But, I am so so Glad that, I was born in the Age of CINEMA. Call me a crazy person.. but I LOVEEEEEEE Movies.
We could go On and On about just the advancement in the Movies itself during past decade.
With the fresh memory of witnessing a spectacle in the form of ” AVATAR “, there is no stopping for this medium of entertainment.

If you want to know, why I am so crazy about movies,
check out the next upcoming movie of Christopher Nolan ( The guy who gave us Memento (from which Ghazini was inspired), The Prestige (WOW), Batman Begins, and the recent The DARK Knight) here comes another mind boggling movie .. INCEPTION (with one of my favorite Leo in it)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cL-vJKcoPuQ&feature=related

http://inceptionmovie.warnerbros.com/

What’s the Most Resilient Parasite ? An IDEA. Wake Me Up! Wake Me Up!

Happy Freaking New Year.

Sunday 21/06/2009 11:00AM

I am here finally back to writing, after a long break, let me check when was my last post.. 20 days short of an year that i visited this page ha !! its not too much, but yes i was little busy, a lot happens in a year, i fell sick during november, got admitted into hospital, circuitcity(my previous account) got bankrupted(its back now operating with online stores though), m0ved into a different account in work where i  joined a team of almost 20 dba’s (thats a great change for me, to be part of a team, as  i used to work alone in all of my previous assignments. It was really weird in the beginning, first 10 to 15 days to go to office daily and to communicate with so many people!! but now I’ve become quite comfortable with everyone in the team, who would have known that i am funny with people around !!:) ) I vacated the room in bangalore where i was staying with our graduate friends from past 18 months or so, got a break for myself from my bestfriend, Changed into a new 2bhk flat together with Arun and now here i am in the city of nawab’s to provide training in db.

well, the training schedule is for 3 weeks and i have only one week of stay to go here in hyderabad.. practically in the 2 weeks that i have passed, i have not been to any place apart from shuttling between guesthouse n office in hitec city. There isn’t any time to roam around during weekdays, i had to provide training from 3pm to 9pm IST and then had to attend to my account work rest of the night. After the first week of training, i had to go back to bangalore and by the end of 3rd week friday, night i would start from here, so this is the only weekend (or only sunday, since i have slept thru saturday and killed entire day until night, when i met up with another colleague and his friend for dinner and drinks ) i have got to feel hyderabad.. well so i have decided to go out now and then continue this post after the day is over (saved the post as draft )

Monday 22/06/2009 03:41AM

Continuing from above..

All about Training

Okay, Sunday is over. And i am back in guesthouse trying to finish this post. so let me start with obvious things.. I have managed to complete db2 training for 2 batches, that said i barely managed to cover all topics in db2. People who attended the training are supporting SAP on oracle and since they are expecting migrations from oracle to db2 on most of their servers, they desperately wanted to get hands on db2. So was i told, but then i came to know that on the first day in training that management perspective on the idea of this sessions is totally different. According to them, people attending the sessions have already gone through an initial training on db2 (to me most of them doesnt seem like they had initial training) and these sessions i provide are suppose to teach them advanced troubleshooting and prepare them to start working on db2.. The management here expected people to do their certifications in db2, after listening to one week of classes! which i think is too much pressure on them and yes on me too.. I felt they were being pushy, but then its their decision and I am no one to judge it, all I want to do is  to try and share the most with them and make them atleast comfortable with db2. Ah!! Enough of this crazy prologue to the training.

Alright, let me tell you what these sessions meant to me. I always secretly thought about teaching, I even imagine /day dream sometimes myself standing infront of a class and presenting something innovative to think about. So obviously, when my previous manager asked me to take this job, i didnt think much. Before these sessions, i had an opportunity when i joined my company in bangalore to train a batch of freshers, who were junior to me. (since i wasnt allocated to any project at that time, they had assigned me and 3 more people to take sessions to fresh guys, and based on positive feedback from those sessions I was later assigned to a project (Britannia)! which turned out to be a great experience for me) And even though I am a shy person if you dont know me, and had my own fears about public speaking, I did give myself into it once i started saying something about db2. Part of the reason must be that i like db2 so much that i forget about the fear of facing people, whatever the reason is these sessions are great experience to me and helped me a lot to overcome stage fear to considerable extent. At this point, i remember an embarassing incident from my engineering days, during final semister, when i went up the stage for the first time ever in my life to present my seminar on Wi-Fi technology infront of my class and lecturers in my department. I can still remember how big a disaster it was, I had prepared so much on the topic, and all i managed to say was just to read out the headings of the contents i wrote down!! While words were stuck in my throat as i was standing on the stage, i still remember i couldnt recognize any face in my class.. I was not staring at anyone of them, my mind was just blank.. Finally i just came down from the stage, somehow managing to give an end to that jarring incident. Now all that has changed i suppose, thanks to these sessions. I have to thank so many of them at my workplace for this, coz directly or indirectly they are responsible for the changes in me.

Having said all of that, Now I have come to a decision that my thirst for teaching has been quenched enough due to the 2 weeks of training !! one would think, what happened all of a sudden.. well let me explain, 5 to 6 hours of standing and talking everyday, then the most important one is to go through the same stuff for the next batch of guys in the 2nd week !! God, i hate to repeat the same things,  that too coming back to the same point within a span of one week, and I get irritated by the fact that i have one more week to go through all of them again!!! I would definitely be relieved by the end of next friday. Now I realize, how tough it is to teach the same text books year after year for the new set of kids!! Without those patient teachers, we would be lost. Imagine what would happen if nobody wants to teach and mentor anymore!! I bow to All  Teachers and Guru’s who take pleasure in guiding the children and prepare them to face the world. I have got kinda bored due to this repeatitive classes and i have decided not to take up such assignments for sometime. I would be better off just doing my work, rather than getting tired and bored on something that i am not even being paid for..

Hyderabadi Biryani and its after effects !

Okay, I was definitely excited to comeback to the city. This is the capital of my native state, so why wouldnt I be excited? but i have to say that i am not very much impressed with some things here. Let me start with the things that i didn’t like. First of all, Language. I mean one would expect to talk or communicate in regional language telugu when they visit hyderabad!! which is not true at all. And i for one was expecting to speak in telugu when i land here. As its the place ruled by Nawab’s, its natural that most of them here speaks Hindi rather than telugu !! But thats not all, people who doesnt know any other language but telugu, and who come and settle here also tend to pickup hyderabadi hindi very soon.. I have to say that, i am disappointed in speaking nothing but hindi through out my stay. It feels like i am not in andhra at all, what difference is there in bangalore n hyderabad then, atleast in bangalore i speak kannada if i want to catch an auto.. And the accent of people here when they speak hindi or telugu is different, telugu obviously comes out in telangana Yaasa. Blame me for expecting to speak in telugu in hyderabad. Then the next one on the list is traffic sense of the people. I agree that Bangalore traffic is far more worse due to their limited infrastructure, but hyderabad has got huge space, there are abundant free spaces between offices, houses here, something not possible in bangalore. But yet, traffic police are less effective in hyderabad. I noticed that, people just havent yet developed the sense of personal responsibility here. They drive and jump signals, as and when they want, and i think nobody even thinks about the traffic discipline!! When you go to any malls, forget about queue, hyderabidi doesnt stand in a queue, he is a king, he just pushes and goes forward. And then one more important and obvious thing i couldnt help to hate, is Climate.. it just takes 5 minutes in auto from my guesthouse to reach office, and after that 5 minutes, I would get down auto as a 5 foot 8 inch walking roasted chicken!! And when i mention about the hot weather to one of the fellow colleague, He calmly said, its just tip of the iceberg, and there isnt much heat now since summer is about to complete !! THank Heavens I have not faced the wrath of sun god.. So i have decided that, I would relocate to hyderabad, only when i am able to Rent or Buy myself an AC house and AC car to commute here.. otherwise no chance of coming here. I dont want to be a new item in the menu of kentucky’s fried chicken.

Well, coming to good thing about hyderabad, its their FOOD .. Hyderabadi’s loveeeeee Food, not just hyderabadi’s, all andhra people love Food i think.. The canteen in the company itself holds a variety of items, i had chance to have bonda’s, dosa’s, chats, biryani in the company canteen itself!! Which is impossible in Bangalore.. they just shell out a puff and a juice and charge you a cool amount for that in bangalore:). Instead people in hyderabad demand good food i think, and the quantity of food they serve, as correctly noted by my good friend murthy is also far more compared to other cities. And then there is famous Hyderabad Biryani, which is a brand in itself wherever you go. Also, the Rates of Cinema halls, Multiplexes is less compared to bangalore!! cant help noticing that fact, being a frequent visitor to movies.. And the recreation places inside the city are far better compared to bangalore. In Bangalore, its just malls and shopping and hanging out at cafe coffee days, it becomes little boring after sometime. You have to venture out of bangalore city now and then to escape from the city walls closing in on you!! But thats not the case with Hyderabad, It has huge space, so many  places you can visit without putting a hole in your pockets, and where you can have very good time. This city has its identity, whatever it is, It has nativity.. THat is i think something that is not so much visible in Bangalore, due to the fact that it has become mixed up with many people coming from many parts of the country.. And thats exactly what i Love about bangalore too.. it is a cosmopolitan city. (I love to see people from different cultures n different places come and adjust with each other at one place, that tolerance towards other human beings no matter where they are from, and what they do is what i love most)

Sunday Superbrunch – Cartoons, Movies, Gaming

Hmm.. I dont know what i am rambling about here, just going on saying some stupid stuff about what i feel about hyderabad. okay, let me quickly finish this post by taking you through what i did on sunday.

Before i started writing this post and saving it as a draft, i started the sunday like any day with browsing the channels of movies n cartoons on tv as soon as getup. There it was, on cartoon network, continuous episodes of ben10 alien force, and i started watching it without looking at time.. Oh boy, how much i love cartoons!!!, i would have to definitely write a post on Cartoons separately. So around 1pm, i started from guesthouse, and reached prasadz (thats the only multiplex i have visited in hyderabad). Had a mcchicken meal, and went to movie counter. I didnt had plan to go to movie, I actually went there to spend sometime playing video games, but then at 2:30pm, there was a show for Prayanam movie, so i took it, then spent my time in the gaming zone of prasadz.. Meanwhile, I called my colleague and we decided to go to XMen-origins in IMax-Bigscreen for 10:45pm show. So i had to go for a movie to kill time till night, i dont wanted to come back to guesthouse.. so i took prayanam tickets. That movie is a decent one, though comedy didnt work greatly for me, and i did feel little bored at times, it did had you guessing about what would happen next.. its good to see that, directors are now atleast considering psychology when writing their scripts. There is a character in the movie who is psychology student and starts saying about how people would react, although all the things that he would say are again Filmi style.. atleast its a starting point, where people may try to see the character beneath our skin. And i didnt like the characters of hero or heroine either, they are unreasonable, as in any telugu love story. By the end of the story, director has to show happy endings in such a fantasy love stories.. But what happens after they get together..no one tries to show that, No one lives happily ever after!! And our moviegoers eat anything that they are fed.. so they should be fine i think.. I would sincerely hope, our directors can do much better than this, not just show hero n heroine, but dwelve into their psyche, and explore and present their characters infront of audiences rather than showing the things by their facevalue.. okay anyway, after the prayanam movie at 5:30pm, i came out of prasadz and went to Lumbini park, played net-cricket for a while, and boarded onto boat that took me to the buddha statue in between hussain sagar lake. This is the first time, i have seen this 70feet buddha statue upclose. Then came back to Prasadz multiplex around 7pm, and again went to gamingzone(more funtime).. then while looking around in Prasadz, i came through certain store called “Ludu’s “.. Thats one fantastic theme store, Loved it totally, they have PS3, XBOX 360, and Nintendo WII consoles and games you can play on a 50 inch flatscreens, and they have a restaurant opening soon with home theatres in the coffee shop!!! They charge you 40 bucks for 15minutes of gameplay.. I played NFS and Tennis on Xbox n Wii respectively, on a 70 inch LCD. Also their main theme is about  intelligent gaming for children, what they call it as edutainment, they have games with building blocks, and puzzles which would improve creativity in a child. And they have membership options too, with which you get around 200 hours of free gaming!!:) That’s a Fantastic store, and i would definitely visit it when i come back to hyderabad in August for Ram’s sister marraige. Then I had my dinner at Ohri’s food court in prasadz, amazingly they had variety of combo’s in their menu. I never had food at Ohri’s chain before. After dinner, it was time to pay a visit to Hugh Jackman, and i didnt like the movie much, it could have been much better, but any fan of X-men or woulverine character can sit through the movie i guess. I didnt regret watching the movie in bigscreen.. So that was it. That ended my sunday and experience in hyderabad. I came  back to my guesthouse at 1am Monday. Its time to sleep. Gotto go, another week, another monday, another post.. till then …

” The tragedy of life is not death,but what we let die inside of us while we live “ 

how true !!! infact, i got this thought that death may not be a tragedy at all !! It might just be a transit from our limited consciousness to a universal consciousness.. now whats an universal consciousness !! Lets talk a little about our Limited Consciousness first. Imagine this, as a living person till the end of our lifetime, how many people we can come across ? may be 300 or 500.. obviously we cant remember that many names also at any given point of time. Our world, Our Brain, Our Body function only when our consciousness is LIMITED.. We live in a narrow world, surrounded by very few people through out our lifetime compared to the world we have.. A guy or his name, who is living in japan/US doesnt make sense to us (our brain), since he is not part of our Conscious world, that each one of us have built around us.

This is all well known for all of us, i am just re-iterating it. Now whats the Universal Consciousness could be ??? Imagine you sitting in one part of world, can sense and feel what george bush is doing in his white house, or What a small creature in one of the oceans is doing right now.. and so on how would it be if you can sense everything in this whole world ? whats going on in space ? whats going in far far galaxies ? Imagine a Consciousness which is part of everything and which is everything.. Ofcourse i am speaking about GOD. So how would it be ? being part of such consciousness which is Universal ?

We cant feel a thing or express anything then, Coz we all are ONE then.. there is no you and no me. In such case, We would loose our individual consciousness, and be part of a greater thing.. How can you express something to yourself which you are already part of ? Wouldn’t Death be something like that ?? Why not ?? I or anyone can’t tell you how it would be, coz we have not experienced it.  But we can definitely try to imagine it.. We can imagine anything, isnt it ? Why not imagine After Death to be beautiful then ?  Afterall, who knows !! It might definitely be more than beautiful, more than anything we experienced. Only that You won’t be able to Express how it would feel, coz you would have lost your INDIVIDUAL & LIMITED Consciousness and gained a HIGHER Consciousness.

Well, by the end of the day what difference it makes to us right now ?? What difference it makes, by whatever we imagaine about death/after death to be beautiful than Life?? Truly speaking NOTHING. All we can do is to TRY AND KEEP WHAT’S INSIDE US AND WHAT’S SURROUNDING US ALIVE TILL WE DIE.. You know What i mean !!!

I suppose we all act every now & then in our lives, sometimes consciously and unconsciously at other times. We put on these beautiful plays infront of other human beings, that it (acting) has subconsciously become part of our life.

We put up these faces, these roles everyday to get something done or to please others or whatever the reason might be.. the reason itself is not important, whats important is that we act perfectly when the time demands, We cry, We laugh, We blame, We do lot many other things that academy award winners can only imagine to do. I guess these acts are part of our sub-conscious brain that, we dont even realize any more that we are acting.. it becomes a habit.

Everyone will act.. A child may act to get his toy or chocolate from his/her mother. A student may act to escape from his/her superiors or parents to get away with his low grades in studies, A husband may act before his wife, and a wife before her spouse to get things what she needs.

Sometimes I feel like surrounded by all these puppets, people who are constantly acting out to get along with their lives… And at times, I become one of them. And perhaps, we act to conform to the strings of society, such as Culture, Religion, Sex, Fame, Money.. i’m not getting perfect picture here though.. what i see is that people hanging onto these strings until they die..

What A splendid Act we put up by the end of the day.

What An Act is Life …

P.S:- Its dramatic and load of shitt, i know, still i did kind of liked when i got the thought.. so there goes the crap above..

WALL-E Widget

My Resolution for  this  Year – 1024 by 768 pixels !!!!!! he hee

                                                               What’s yours???     

 Wow.. without them this life would be so awful to live !! I dont want to say how great friendship is and how beautiful friends are ( opposite sex ones especially!! ), because everyone knows that…its an obvious fact. But i really wonder what gene is responsible for us to feel such an beautiful feeling about other people. This feeling which is so JOYFUL, HAPPY and Amazing only happens when we are with Friends. LOVE, yes i agree that is something which can defy anything, But Only Friendship is the only bond that is much needed and equals love on all levels or may be surpasses love. I mean you love, and you get pain at some point of time. But Friendship, all it offers in its true form is Happiness. I couldnt imagine or for the matter no one can ever imagine not having a friend who is so close to heart, who makes you smile when you think about him/her. There will be lots of friends who make you feel like that.. if there are you are luckiest one..you can go ahead and give your girlfriend my number !! i know totally inappropriate. Ok anyhow, what can i write about the people with whom we spend most of our life with !! with whom we share the most memorable moments in our life, without which our life would become as tasteless as the coffee that comeout of Vending machines in coorporate offices :).  without them life would be like watching daily serials in local channels for 60 years, without them life suckssssssss.. So My DEAR FRIENDS.. This is to all those people that surround us and make our life worth living every day until we die.. I LOVE YOU ALL. HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY.

So no one told you life was gonna be
this way *clap*clap*clap*
Your jobs a joke, you’re broke,
your love life’s D.O.A.
*clap*clap*clap*   ( How much true, anyday when you are broke, your friend is there with you to say its alright )

It’s like you’re always stuck in second gear
When it hasn’t been your day,
your week, your month,
or even your year
but..

I’ll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I’ll be there for you
Like I’ve been there before
I’ll be there for you
Coz you’re there for me too…

You’re still in bed at ten and
work began at eight
*clap*clap*clap*
You’ve burned your breakfast so
far… things are goin’ great
*clap*clap*clap*

Your mother warned you
there’d be days like these
Oh but she didn’t tell you when
the world has brought
You down to your knees that…  (Each one of us should go through the hardships life will put us into, parents cant help you in that, but a friend can )

I’ll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I’ll be there for you
Like I’ve been there before
I’ll be there for you
‘Cuz you’re there for me too…

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you’re the only one who knows
What it’s like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I’ll always laugh with
Even at my worst I’m best with you, yeah  ( Now this is the true meaning of what friendship is, only a friend can know more about you than you know yourself, and definitely when with friends we are Almighty in our own respect)

It’s like you’re always stuck in second gear
And it hasn’t been your day,
your week, your month,
or even your year…

I’ll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I’ll be there for you
Like I’ve been there before
I’ll be there for you
Coz you’re there for me too…

I’ll be there for you
I’ll be there for you
I’ll be there for you
Coz you’re there for me too…

Thankyou People for being there..

Youtube video of Friends Theme song

link is here http://luvzlabourzneverlost.blogspot.com/

LOVE’S LABOUR IS NEVER LOST

My husband is an engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons for me loving him before have now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love.

One day,I finally decided to tell him my decision,that I wanted a divorce.”Why?” he asked, shocked. “I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!” I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seemed to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of disappointment only increased. Here was a man who can’t even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him? Finally he asked me: what can I do to change your mind?

somebody said it right: it’s hard to change a person’s personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: Here is the question. If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind– Let’s say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me? He said: I will give you your answer tomorrow.. My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door. 
The note read: ” My dear, I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the resons further.” This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading…” When you use the computer, you always mess up the software programs, and you cry infront of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore those programs and wipe off your tears. 

You always leave the house keys behind, so I  have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for  you. You love travelling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way. You always have the cramps whenever your ‘good friend’ approaches everymonth, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy. You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom. You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. 

So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand… and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your face…

So, My dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do, I could not pick that flower yet, and die…” 

My tears dropped on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting. I continued reading… “Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside, like everyday, with your favourite bread and fresh milk.” I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread. Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone. That’s life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness. 

Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model, it could be the dullest and boring form. Flowers and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands. And that’s reason enough to live.

    

I strongly recommend this to everyone who likes cartoons and sci-fi and action. I watched it when i was a kid, may be in 7thclass i dont remember exactly but till now i remember the most of the scenes from the movie, that was the impact it had in those days. Memories were almost fading, so i decided to watch it again yesterday night.  Its intriguing story and the direction makes you totally absorbed into it. Right from the starting scene you will feel the thru st and you will grow more and more desperate to seehow its going to end. And after sometime you will forget you are actually watching a cartoon movie. Somehow I feel we wont take cartoons so seriously, coz back in our mind we know they are not human and every minute our brain sends a signal saying that they are just for entertainment, fun or just to make us laugh. what i want to say,  its tough to get connected with cartoons coz its not the humans acting before us, or we know there is no life in the characters and since we have this prenotion in our mind, its hard to feel for the cartoons the way we feel when we watch the regular movies.  But as i said earlier, this one is different, you just get lost in this. You wonder about the AKIRA- the energy that resides in every living being when Kei speaks about it, and the ability within everyone of us to realize its strength and to choose how to use it. you can understand Tetsuo’s arrogance,  his desperatness to prove that he doesnt need any help, and how this desperatness transforms into hatred for Kanedaa.. You admire the perservance of Kaneda, his caring for Tetsuo and then his Will to stop him and then his revenge to kill him through out the story. You can feel Scientists urge to discover the bigger truths that no one of us had ever known, their search for Akira, for Universe. You can feel the Power of Tetsuo when he destroys the Colnel’s army with the superb background music. Its pure brilliance how the director Brings NEO-TOKYO to Life. His way of narrating the story, the Political and Social Unrest after the WorldWarIII in Neo-Tokyo. At the end you will feel ” Did i watch a cartoon film until now !!!!!!!! ” And some scenes when you see the colnel entering the Underground facility the director gives every detail of the doors and the locks to enter the chamber, and after that when Tetsuo arrives at the same place, you release why he showed that in so much detail. All these things  are so brilliant that this movie will stay in your memories for long long time…

Now i can see why i loved it when i was a kid….